JunkFoodPolice: Fitness, Life & Finding Myself
And with that said… This morning I woke up feeling enlightened and stress free. Happy Friday ☺️ #lifequotes #letitgo #behappy #doyourbest

And with that said… This morning I woke up feeling enlightened and stress free. Happy Friday ☺️ #lifequotes #letitgo #behappy #doyourbest

🎼Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I’m on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore🎶🎶 #selfiesaturday #BEBOLD #freshcut

🎼Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey I’m on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore🎶🎶 #selfiesaturday #BEBOLD #freshcut

Two tats for one big birthday! Turning 25 means a lot to me because of all the experiences I’ve been through. These tats each have their meanings and I couldn’t be any more happier!! It wasn’t painful and I took it like a champ. Shoutout to Beaver Tattoo & Lauren for her amazing work! ✨😍😁😜😝 #firsttattoos #tribaljaguar #mustache #independence #beavertattoo #badass  (at Beaver Tattoo)

Two tats for one big birthday! Turning 25 means a lot to me because of all the experiences I’ve been through. These tats each have their meanings and I couldn’t be any more happier!! It wasn’t painful and I took it like a champ. Shoutout to Beaver Tattoo & Lauren for her amazing work! ✨😍😁😜😝 #firsttattoos #tribaljaguar #mustache #independence #beavertattoo #badass (at Beaver Tattoo)

25 never looked so good. 😎Weekend celebration begins today! 🎈🎊 Weppaaaa! 🎉🎁 #bebe #classy #diva #sophisticated  #bdayweekend

25 never looked so good. 😎Weekend celebration begins today! 🎈🎊 Weppaaaa! 🎉🎁 #bebe #classy #diva #sophisticated #bdayweekend

b0mbshell-bl0ndiee:

mustaches are sexy.😉😉 well if they’re trimmed lol that’s why ii like my mustache tattoo sooo much lmfao #ilovemustaches #mustachepower #mustachetattoo #sexysexy (Taken with Instagram)

b0mbshell-bl0ndiee:

mustaches are sexy.😉😉 well if they’re trimmed lol that’s why ii like my mustache tattoo sooo much lmfao #ilovemustaches #mustachepower #mustachetattoo #sexysexy (Taken with Instagram)

I want this!!!

I want this!!!

First day back at work

Today was a good day. I never received so many hugs from my coworkers. I truly felt loved. Although i got a warning from my supervisor about my absences, but It only motivated me to do better.

My meds didnt affect me today, and I got alot of work done. Im even motivated for kickboxing today. Things are looking up today. I may have down days, but today was certainly a good one.

bpdthings:

Fuck off.
I’m a person, not a monster. 

bpdthings:

Fuck off.

I’m a person, not a monster. 

lifetalksthoughts:

Sometimes I wonder about my Borderline Personality Disorder, like…what is my real personality? if I didn’t have this disorder.. Am I being real when im pessimistic and depressed? or are my manic phases more realistic of who I am? It’s scary. All this time I’ve always thought its the depressed side that isn’t real but being overly happy/giddy/excited/manic isn’t natural either. Who am I, really though?

lifetalksthoughts:

Sometimes I wonder about my Borderline Personality Disorder, like…what is my real personality? if I didn’t have this disorder.. Am I being real when im pessimistic and depressed? or are my manic phases more realistic of who I am? It’s scary. All this time I’ve always thought its the depressed side that isn’t real but being overly happy/giddy/excited/manic isn’t natural either. Who am I, really though?

preciousillusions:

when i’m talking about my mental illness and someone says, “i’m pretty sure i have a mental illness too; mine’s just untreated” and then proceeds to tell me how they occasionally have nightmares or have a hard time dealing with rejectionimage

Pretty much sums shit up…….
  • Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment
  • A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation
  • Identity disturbance, such as a significant and persistent unstable self-image or sense of self
  • Impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating)
  • Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior
  • Emotional instability due to significant reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a few hours and only rarely more than a few days)
  • Chronic feelings of emptiness
  • Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights)
  • Transient, stress-related paranoid thoughts or severe dissociative symptoms